not fitting in

hey peeps,

it feels like in my house that my parents are trying to push my right out the door, so now im feeling soo unluved. They keep on yelling and yellng at me and telling me to change or be different.. sometimes i just want to scream at them saying " this is who i am, i will not change for u or anyone else". but its not only at home where i feel like im getting treated like shit. It's also at school. cause just resently i broke u with my Bf and everyone is taking his side and thinks he should deserve better. So now they think im the bitch when i had to wut i had to do. cause is it a relationship if u dont luv him anymore??? and hes one of those guys where he can SOO tell when sumthin is up. So at school my (used to be) Best friend started shunning me and calling me a bitch and everything.. and she almost had everyone else think that too. So my ex found out that she was being a total bitch to me so he came up to me and appoligized and thought i didnt deserve it. I think its cool for him doing that but i still hate him for swearing at me and telling me to fuck off and go find another bf. altho we're cool... im not really gonna forgive him for that.