Monday, September 8, 2008

liking guys.... and still liking my Ex

Ok i know that most people still like their Ex after they break up... but I like my Ex bf Aaron but not in that way.When i tryed to break up with him i was trying to be really sweet about it to him ... but in return i got!
"I knew it"
"u know wut fuck this"
later on i tryed texting him
" go fuckin date keagan, or duncan or brad. i dont wanna fuckin tlk."
i still tryed to tlk to him and everything but he wasnt bugding
so now at school he's trying to ignore me and avoid me and he know that every one of my friends took his side on the break up and he feels sry about that and everything but i still hate him for swearing at me for me trying to brake up with him and nicely as i could... *( hes very sensetive that way)*. and im not sure if i like another guy becuase i do but then im not sure and i just want to be friends with him... but then i never did get over aaron i just had to do wut i had to do before our (some wut of a friendship is) friendsship before it went crazy. so i actually did the right thing and everyone hates me for it... so yeah everytime at school im always wishing i was with him but when ever i am with him... i feel like im trapped and cant get away from him.
well thats all for now... PEACE!

2 comments:

--Emilyyy-- said...

hehe

Love you

Glass Mannequin said...

I know what it feels like to try to do the right thing and have everyone hate you.

Smile.

Glass